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I'm kinda bored with this xanga (i've had it since 2004, so what do you expect?) and it said i have a comment on one of my entries but it didn't show up. That made me kinda mad.

SOOOO i got a new one:

http://www.xanga.com/sweet__dreams24

I thought of the name last night when I was about to go to bed, so thats why its sweet dreams. Haha. Anyways, subscribe to that one!

Currently Listening Live Like We're Alive By Nevertheless see related

time goes by too fast

       I'm so happy that the weather is getting hot again. The sun has been out everyday and I love it. I'm really glad that I don't live where it snows a lot. The snow would be nice, but I don't think I could live with it past March. Anyhow, school will be out soon and I can't wait. I'm sick and tired of my dress code and I can't wait to go out of town and see my best friend. We've got so many plans that we wanna do. Plus, I wanna go out of state. After summer, I'll be a freshman in high school-so that's pretty cool. 'Kinda excited about it. *sigh* But everything has gone by so fast. I just can't believe it. It seems like just yesterday I was in the sixth grade, sitting outside with my friends talking about what high school would be like and wondering what we'd be like in two or three years.

I've been working on my story every night and trying to think of new ideas to put in the ending and how to start the sequel off right. I'm going to take my little notepad with me just in case a good idea sparks me at school. I may have some extra time in 5th period/6th period. I hope so at least. Lately I've been so busy though with school. This is the boring-est school year ever. 8th graders got treated special last year and there was no dress code like the one they have now. At least the year went by fast and before I know it I'll be in the hot sun, enjoying the summer and then starting all over at high school. I can't wait to be with my sis, she said she's gonna walk me to all of my classes on the 1st week of school till I get the hang of things and where my classes are. I'm nervous about high school though-but excited at the same time.

Well, I'll update again later, I guess. I just wanted to update on here. I've been meaning to but hadn't had the chace to.

Currently Listening The Breakthrough By Mary J. Blige Be Without You see related

My First School Dance

       I went to my first dance tonight. It was OK, I guess-kinda boring in my opinion. I dressed in a white shirt with polka dots and a red belt around like what-my rib cage area. What do they call those-fashion belts? Anyhow, then I had a red clutch purse and earrings on. So yeah, I kinda wanted to dress a little nice. I was extremely nervous when I got to school cuz well, I dunno-what do you expect anyway? I walked in blushing and pressed my red lips together as I looked for people I knew. I rolled my eyes (with eyeshadow to make my eyes POP.) looking around. I felt a little too overdone, but when I saw these girls wearing formal dresses and their faces literally caked with makeup, I didn't think I looked too dressy. I had a nice time with my friends though. And no, I didn't dance. I don't dance and I don't know how either.

I changed my layout cuz the Kirsten Dunst one wasn't aligned right, btw. I kinda like this one. Oh and I went to the bookstore and got "The Freedom Writers Diary". I can't wait to start readin' it. The movie was really good. I cried a lot in it. Mostly cuz I thought of my friend who looks just like Eva (a character in the movie) did on that movie. My friend goes to a different school now and I didn't get a chance to really say bye to her. She didn't come to school on her last day for some reason. I really miss her-I hope I can see her soon. I haven't seen her since December.

A lot of confusin' stuff  has been goin' on and I'd vent bout that but it's almost 1 AM and I'm so tired that my eyelids keep fallin while I'm trying to type...so I better go now.

Currently Reading Simply Divine By Jacquelin Thomas see related

Thinkin'

Today was no school-so I was pretty happy about that. I love four day weeks-it gets you closer to another Friday. I love Fridays-and the weekend.

Lately, I've been working on my story every chance I get-kinda. 'Thing is, I'm not sure how to start the sequel out or what exactly to put in it though. So I've been writing "scenes" (basically brainstorming) of what I might want to happen. It's sorta difficult cuz I don't want it to sound predictable or dumb. I want it to be somethin' fresh and new that you don't typically read...something that's realistic. But at the same time something that will take somebody for a spin and will be something really good. I don't know about everyone-but I like things that are original.

Anyhow, my sister told me at the store today that I could get a job when I turn fifteen this fall. I was thinkin bout it and I wondered what it would be like to work a grocery store or somethin. It'd be really cool to get a paycheck, knowing that you earned the money, knowing that you worked your butt off for it--but at the same time I don't want to get a job cuz I'm not sure if it's my time to get my first job.  Hmm. I need an opinion of somebody who has a job or has had a job.

Well, it's gettin kinda late and I need to shower before bed.

Currently Reading Audrey Hepburn, An Elegant Spirit: A Son Remembers By Sean Hepburn Ferrer see related

Happy New Year!!

     I got a new layout but I'm not sure if I'll  keep it. Charlie (the dude w/ the mustache  who's sorta frowning) is sort of freaking me out. For some reason, his mustache really scares me.  I dunno why though. Other than that, this layout is OK. But I wanna make my own layout, maybe I will too. I want a Aishwarya Rai.  She's really pretty and I like that she's a real Indian. I think that's cool that she's from South India. I never seen an actress from Bollywood-is that what they call it? I think so.

Anyway, last night was so crazy. This house was going crazy and they were screaming "HAPPY NEW YEAR!!" every 4 seconds. It made me mad cuz it was almost 1 AM and I was really tired but I couldn't sleep with all of  their screaming. So I prayed to God, "Please make them stop soon. I'm really tired and they're keeping me up." I know that everybody likes to have a good time-but I was so tired and just had to sleep. And somehow, within 2 seconds of  that prayer I must've went to sleep pretty quick cuz when I woke up it was almost 9 and my mom woke me to tell me that she was going to work. Then I fell asleep and woke up at 10. Here's the crazy part: When I was checking my e-mail, I heard voices. My sister and a guy we know from our old town was dropping my sister off back here at our house for another week. The guy and his daughter were in the kitchen, so I  panicked (in fear of my sister bringing in that girl with her to see if I was awake or somethin) and pulled my matted curls in a ponytail, got washed up and stuff and then I ran downstairs for breakfast-cuz I was hungry. They were gone though when I got down and I was kinda disappointed  that I hurried for nothing. Anyway, I chatted with my sister while I ate waffles. haha.

This week I'm going to the mall and I'm pretty excited. I love the mall-it's my favorite place. If housing was avaliable there, I'd wanna live at the mall. Not to shop all the time but just to be near stores and places to eat-I wouldn't have to worry about going out of my way for clothes and food b/c it'd be all there for me. LOL, kinda crazy I know. This is pretty long now so I should stop.

'Later!